I've been reading about this a lot lately, and i've realized that i have extreme difficulty engaging in small talk. I literally can't seem to do it without coming off completely uninterested or awkward. It is almost frustrating that i can't seem to have a conversation with someone without wanting to automatically get into something really deep and or trying to find deeper meaning in everything we talk about. I realize that i withdraw from having contact with people in general to avoid the awkwardness. Does anyone else have this feeling to this extreme extent?