I am an Intp and I am about to lose my mind. I am beginning to think a person can die of boredom. It is not my family that is boring me or anything but I feel I haven't done anything with my life. Sometimes I go into stages of depression just thinking about it. I want to do something that will make my heart race fast. To help others solve their problems the best that I can. Still, I can never seem to find any opportunities. My mom is very protective and I can see where she's coming from since the world is a dangerous place. But that's what I want. I want to experience and learn more about this dangerous world. I want to see life for myself. Right now I feel like a trapped bird. I get really restless and agitated. Many people do things that are normal that I just can't understand. It's really small things too. Like brushing up against me when there was enough space for you to walk, throwing things on the ground when there's a trash can near, talking about people behind their backs who you're friendly with and more(a lot more). I get lonely and depressed often. Irritated too. I have thought some things about people that aren't very nice. Seriously, I need something more or I'm going to go insane. I want to talk with someone about life and deep stuff without seeming strange. I want to do things that make my heart beat fast with excitement and freedom. Sorry if this is corny or whatever bu it's what I'm feeling at the moment.