I am in a dark place in my life, and trying to make sense of it all. Fortunately I discovered this site, and after I did the test and read more about my personality type, (INFP), things are starting to make some sense. I took care of my late husband until he died of cancer in 2007. I also cared for my beautiful Down Syndrome daughter until she passed away in 2013, at age 22. She was my whole life, my reason for living! Since she passed, my life is empty and meaningless. My family and friends have never been an active part of my life, but now they have totally abandoned me. No reasons, only comments like: "Of course, you are emotional", and "Sorry, you just don't fit in". I am staying with my older daughter and granddaughter. Everyday I wish that God will come and take me home also, but somehow I just know that isn't going to happen any time soon. How do I carry on living among emptiness, rejection and mountains of hurt?