I don't really know my identity, but I sound like a ISFJ and I am not happy about that because I don't like crafts, cooking, gardening, and I don't like watching lots of movies but I do like supporting the ones I live on the things they like to do. I want to be an INFJ because I like intimate settings, hanging out with friends, reading, writing with inspiration, cultural events, listening to music, and cultural events. I'm not sure about appreciating art but I do love art because it's beautiful. I hate that this is how I feel because I want to love the person God made me to be. Also, I want to be different and make the world a better place with my "talent". How can I do that! How can I protect a church? All I want is a part time job with a $30,000 salary but a meaningful job. I want to be able to have a job that fits my values and my values is that I can change people's lives for the better in a Christian way but I do not want to face a lot of people and I don't want to go to college. I like to volunteer at my church because it makes me feel closer to God and I feel safer there because I feel I am supposed to be there but I don't know what I'm supposed to do. All I want to do is be reliable for the church, my future family, and my close friends. It's so important that I can know who I am and it's important what job I can fit in. I am twenty years old and I need to know where I am going. Someone please help me because I'm tired of this struggle!