Hi I'm so drained from my over thinking. Getting off Facebook helped silence the inner monologue. I love being an ENFP! When I'm at my best it's a real treat. Although when I'm depressed and have to socialize every single person asks me what is wrong. PSTD is winning the battle the past couple months...July24th will be a full year of extremely high anxiety and depression. A rollercoaster brought by an INTJ man. I've never experienced an INTJ before. It's killing me and also making me the best person. I let him get away with rude and insensitive behavior for months and months. Not communicating this was extremely damaging. I told him that I'm not going to excuse it anymore just because of his personality. Months and months of not communicating has made me terribly insecure, plus mad as hell. I didn't even realize that not confronting insensitive behavior was the issue until I started writing this Wow. Anyone else just fake a happy vibe so that people don't ask are you OK? The combo of insecurity and underlying rage has left me listless and apathetic. I can't fake it anymore. started taking Zoloft today, maybe it will tame the anger.